From the recording Joshua
Lyrics
[Verse 1]
Heartbeat race when the countdown start
Cold fingertips while I steady my heart
Then the spotlight drops and it splits me apart
Like a second set of veins woke under my heart
One deep breath then my whole mind drift
Joshua fade when I move like this
Every thought burn off when I roll my hips
JDuds wake up when the first note hits
Now my body cut sharp through the haze and sweat
While my pulse stay locked to the heat in my neck
Got my own damn name sound strange on their lips
Like the version backstage don’t exist one bit
[Chorus]
Blackout
JDuds activated, I’m gone right now
Blackout
No thoughts left, only pop-star mouth
Blackout
I don’t come back till the last note’s out
Blackout
Joshua sleeps while the monster comes out
[Verse 2]
Every nerve light up when I grab that mic
Like a livewire twist underneath my skin tight
Now my hips move slick while my chest stay tense
And my voice drip slow like expensive sex
Couple hours disappear when I catch that rush
Then I come back dazed from the heavy buzz
Got my heartbeat uneven, my hands still shake
While the high stay stuck like a drug I crave
People keep tellin’ me I switch too fast
Like a mask get sealed when the pressure crack
Then I step back down and forget half the night
Still got JDuds buzzin’ behind my eyes
[Bridge]
One switch
One breath
Whole damn mindset disconnect
Heart race
Mind twist
JDuds fully activated
Too deep
Too far
Still feel the pulse inside my scars
[Final Chorus]
Blackout
JDuds activated, I’m gone right now
Blackout
No thoughts left, only pop-star mouth
Blackout
I don’t come back till the last note’s out
Blackout
Joshua sleeps while the monster comes out