From the recording Joshua
Lyrics
[Verse 1]
I start a fight because my brain is spinning out of bounds
I’m overthinking every single time you go downtown
You swear that you are locked in, but I’m looking for a clue
I lowkey hate the way you look at girls around the room
It’s living rent-free in my head, I’m looking at your phone
I'm toxic with the paranoia when I am alone
I think about the worst-case scenario all night
I ruin everything we have before it hits the light
[Chorus]
So, I am single for life, yeah I am single for life
I am the problem every time, I'm messier than a knife
I get too jealous and insecure to ever make you stay
I mess it up and find a way to throw it all away
I guess I'm single for life, yeah I am single for life
[Verse 2]
You hold me close and say I’m everything you’ll ever need
But I see the type of women on your timeline and your feed
I know I'll never be a woman, that is not my lane
But wanting to be everything to you is causing pain
It’s giving desperate how I look for things that are not there
I want to be your only world, but I am too aware
I can't compete with what they have, it makes me feel so small
I push you out and pack my bags before I lose it all
[Chorus]
So, I am single for life, yeah I am single for life
I am the problem every time, I'm messier than a knife
I get too jealous and insecure to ever make you stay
I mess it up and find a way to throw it all away
I guess I'm single for life, yeah I am single for life
[Bridge]
I’m looking down atrocious sending paragraphs at three
Because I cannot stop the tricks my mind is playing on me
I’d rather stay alone than live inside this constant stress
Of waiting for the day you realize I am a mess
I guard my own feelings so I never have to cry
And say that being lonely is the best way to get by
[Chorus]
So, I am single for life, yeah I am single for life
I am the problem every time, I'm messier than a knife
I get too jealous and insecure to ever make you stay
I mess it up and find a way to throw it all away
I guess I'm single for life, yeah I am single for life